Haven't you had enough

It's always a game. and Im always playing. Sometimes I just forget that not everyone else is. Finding myself having a familiar run-in with the old "look before you leap" idea. Something in my brain must be deficient. or mayhaps the problem is that i insist in manifesting a reality in my mind and like a clown somehow thinking that is how something might turn out. Why am i in a funk lately? I looked at my window today and realized that i miss the light. I want to feel warmth from standing in sunlight. Soon...the Land of Smiles approaches.