it is that way. I am in a state of such anticipation I think it is almost comical. I find myself with the realization that some deep breathing and observation of my heartbeat is the only meditation. Sleep is now fleeting and I stare outside the window and watch the snow fall. As it settles I await the arrival and subsequent end of summer. I need time to march on. Why is it that now that i have a desire for a few months to gloss over each day has seemed longer than the one before? mai mai mai i dont know if i can stand it
Its my yearly anniversary of evaluation and I actually feel good this year. Hopeful, interest in the future. Pleased with doing what i want for the reasons that i want to. even if i do complain once in awhile...my reality is always quite pleasant. All i can do is find someway to try and pass the next day as quickly as i can.
~PullTab
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