...no this cant happen to me...

it is that way. I am in a state of such anticipation I think it is almost comical. I find myself with the realization that some deep breathing and observation of my heartbeat is the only meditation. Sleep is now fleeting and I stare outside the window and watch the snow fall. As it settles I await the arrival and subsequent end of summer. I need time to march on. Why is it that now that i have a desire for a few months to gloss over each day has seemed longer than the one before? mai mai mai i dont know if i can stand it



Its my yearly anniversary of evaluation and I actually feel good this year. Hopeful, interest in the future. Pleased with doing what i want for the reasons that i want to. even if i do complain once in awhile...my reality is always quite pleasant. All i can do is find someway to try and pass the next day as quickly as i can.

~PullTab

Candy Says

....I dig the quiet places ... All is in order and Juliet is set to arrive in the next 72 hours. Anxious would be a vast understatement. For better or worse I can think of nothing else for the time being. Trying to embrace the now and keep myself from being disappointed by anticipating the outcome of upcoming situations. When you know someone better than anyone and yet you dont know them...this is my conundrum.

Oh yeah I started a band with an Irishman....

The Rosanero hold the middle of the Serie A table. A disappointing derby result against Catania 4-0.

~PullTab